I RAISE THE WHITE FLAG

Oh well, it's true. I give up. I'm just not meant for that girl. Someone's courting her already so I guess I have to disregard all the emotions that I'm feeling for her at the present. It's hard to accept the reality that I just don't stand a chance. Well, I guess I have to find someone else and cover the room that has been occupied inside my heart. Maybe it really is my fault to like her. Maybe this is what fate has weaved for me - a life wherein I experience the best first and second year of my high school life. No one can replace what experiences have taught me. Nothing can replace the fact that I loved her yet there are just really circumstances which made me distraught.

I just really feel this thing that I will shed some tears again. I just sensed something. Oh well nevermind.